LillyFreakster

She looks out over the horizon. The view having a calming effect on her turmoiled feelings. The pain subsiding and she feels peace, for the first time in ages. And so many ages it has been. She hears a rustle behind her and she knows what is coming. She knows she won’t be able to react in time and stop it, so she keeps looking at the beautiful horizon which gives her peace. At least she will be at peace when it happens. She feels the warm blade, covered in blood of her companion, pierce through her skin. She remains calm and closes her eyes as she starts feeling cold. At least the last thing she sees will be something beautiful and ser

The sadness in your voice Tells a story of loneliness Missing a dear one Always longing, forever loving I need you by my side Missing you is the hardest I do My feelings are exploding I want to believe Betting on an emotion Of loneliness Trying to keep faith That one day Love will shine

I'll always be by your side The you that is never here Let me hear your voice Trust my words I know you've been crying Alone in the dark Hiding from anyone Trying to speak their hearts thoughts Listen to my voice I'll always be true Follow me on this path Let's stay on this earth Make our dreams come true

I'll take you away Under my arms Wrap you up tight Never to let go I'll never leave you alone The darkness that has caught you I'll help you save you from yourself The you from that time long ago I decided to protect I watched you grow up We were one You were my light Now, I'll be yours I'll cleanse your tainted soul Unlock your hidden emotions Make you believe again We'll be one once more

You became a liar Telling me you were okay I lent you my courage Hoping to pull you away Black and white You can't tell the difference anymore The ability to, faded As your sun stopped rising The useful words That help you close up Lying about yourself They are a joker Made to trick and deceive To take your life Not being able to see What you were meant to be Protecting you comes first This road is my destiny Saving you Hoping to bring back your smile Once again

The song i made Only for you Love verse of my heart Loneliness fading We'll never be apart I will save you I'll lend you my strength Rescue you from that prison With the words from within Do you remember? The days we spent Honestly loving, free Independent, not long ago I'll make you forget everything Release your pain Take you from you darkness And accompany you on a new path

I can see a weak light ahead It's so small and tame I barely noticed it It's moving forward, waving me towards it Do I dare? Am I worth it? Can I make it over the distance? Should I make the leap? I've been running for so long I can't remember anything else anymore Usual routines have become so strange My life has changed It was never all light and warm But lately it has become even darker and colder We strive and work hard Only to become dependent on others They leave and you stay You chase them away They go of free will And you go hide again In your little nutshell All safe and warm Others can't harm you Until that

Why did you let them badmouth me? Did I do something bad towards you? Why didn't you back me up? You were supposed to be my best friend You care more about strangers than me People being racist you stand up against People talking about me behind my back you don't You weren't even planning on telling me You made me swear you didn't tell I had a rough year, I lost many things And I broke down a lot And every time I threw everything away for you No matter how hard it was No matter how much pain I was in And you made me feel like crap You threw everything away Just because you weren't able to say, What was on your mind. And were

Tired of fighting It's all we ever do Trying to understand Whatever it is we know It's annoying and painful Hard and complicated It's emotional for us both We take it to heart Love and hatred There's a fine line there I don't know anymore Where our paths are crossed Love and passion drove us apart Hatred and anger are following up Living like this is becoming too hard I want us to go back Go back and restart

I found out tonight That «I love you» Is just another line It makes you open up Reveal your inner self Gives you hopes and dreams Then just rips them away… Promises of a future So bright and unreal You should have known They weren't going to come true You lied your way through a whole relationship Made me feel special Kind of made me whole But you pricked the bubble And the illusion broke Now I can barely keep my heart whole It is cracked in a million pieces And glue isn't keeping it together I'm tired and you're cold Saying you're hurting too Trying to make me pity you No, you did this to yourself I trie